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warning: nick says 'damn' in this chapter. people swear sometimes, so please don't bash me about it. swears won't become a regular thing in this story, either. i try to keep things subtle, ahah. When we pulled into the smoothly paved driveway of my house I hopped out of the car, a smile appearing on my face as I replayed the day's events in my head. Kevin, Joe, and I waited outside the front door while mom unlocked it for us. "Do you like her?" Joe asked while we followed mom into the house. "No." I replied simply, flicking on the lightswitch on and pulling off my jacket. "Then why'd you go on a walk with her?" he persisted. "Cause I like spending time with her." I shrugged. "And that's how it starts.." Joe said dramatically, hanging his hat on the coat rack before making his way upstairs to his room. I scoffed at his statement and fell onto the couch, grabbing the remote and mindlessly flipping though the different stations. I couldn't block out the thoughts of Emily, resulting in the inability to settle on a channel. I saw Kevin slowly walking nearby, and I felt his eyes on me trying to figure out what I was doing. "Kevin, could you stop it? I'm not lab rat." I snapped at him. He held up his hands and took a step backwards with his eyebrows raised. "Sorry.." I sighed. "What exactly happened on the walk tonight? Akward silence, empty conversations.." Kevin began tossing around different possibilities of failure. "Nope, nothing like that." I interrupted him. "It was the exact opposite, actually." "So that explains the goofy grin you had on your face at the door." he laughed. "Well, I was thinking about our previous conversations we've had this weekend. I've hung out with her alot these past couple days." "As what?" he questioned. "What do you mean?" I asked him back. "As friends, crushes.." he began tossing around possibilities again. "Well, that's the thing. I have no clue what I consider her as. I mean, I like her. Alot. As a friend or more I'm not sure, but she really is great. And she's different, too. She's nothing like the fake girls here in the neighborhood. She's real and she says what she's thinking." I rambled, not even able to control myself. I had been keeping what I was thinking bottled up inside, and now I guess it was just pouring out. Kevin was obviously shocked at my outburst, which was a large change from the one line answers I had been giving earlier. "I guess I just think she's really cool." I said, trying to cover up the passion behind my previous words. I intended to finish there, but I ended up continuing on. "And I really hope it wasn't just weekend thing. I want to see her, and I want to get to know her. And the way I'm talking now you'd think that I'm falling in love with her or something, but I'm not. Even if I was, everytime I take the next step and get in a relationship with a girl it never works out. I always get my heart broken, because I'm so damn sensitive." I blurt out, letting my emotions get the best of me. I sighed deeply and turned to the TV, trying to focus on the show. Deal or No Deal, great. I turned the TV off and threw the remote on the empty spot next to me. "Hey, Nick?" Kevin asked after a while. I didn't respond, but I didn't say anything so that he could keep going. "I think that the best thing for you right now is to just be her friend. Maybe someday you guys will move on, but for now just play it cool." he advised me. Again, I said nothing. I appreciated his advice, and he was right. I made a pact to myself right then and there that I was not going to rush things with her. If it was meant to happen, it would happen. The thing I wasn't sure of was if I could keep that promise. During the uncomfortable silence I heard the phone ringing in the other room. Someone picked it up after three rings and I heared my mom's muffled voice coming from the kitchen. She exchanged the normal greetings to whoever it was and then entered the living room, tossing me the cordless phone. I caught it and looked at her questiongly. "Phone for you." she said before she left the room. "Talk to me." I joked and covered up my previous emotional rant, figuring it was one of my buddies from the neighborhood. "Hey, Nicholas." ^in case you didn't figure out who it is ; it's emily on the phone. and i wanted to continue their conversation in this chapter, but it won't fit. stupid youtube. chapter fifteen will most likely be out on tuesday!

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